Those few alphabets

When you separate them out, it seems like blanks.
When you join them, it spells sadness.
I paused.
Her name came out in the browser.
Woops, i did it again.
Anyway, i permed my hair.
Don't be amused by the word.
Its just giving it some curls.
She went for straight, i was surprised.
VERY.
Seriously, very very very not her.
Perhaps i don't look me as well.
Hope we will be the author for this story of alphabets.
A story of no regret with buckets of happiness.
I just want to start this.
If not, i have to adapt this aftermath again.

BUT

SMILE AND CHEESE~*!

P.S. p.s again, i am especially random and linkless to anybody who read for this post. Its my feelings, and i am not here to be understood by you.