tired day

didn't slept well last night.slept at 5am.watched a movie named Wedding Crashers. quite nice cause its funny. haha. didnt know it was 5 am already. darkness cheated my time. well, second day went to play soccer at kallang at the cage. nice place. really tiring. very 'chuan'. haha. went to Klassic to find dad. so he could drive me home. and have dinner with my uncle and auntie who came from malaysia. now back home, Marcus called. they asked me to go Kovan play pool. I was thinking, since now hols and althought i am tired but i will just go. so i called along wei jian. then we took 119 there. go lepak. my pool skill now sucks. dont know why, everything just depreciated. back at home at 1am. late. before i went i was at home celebrating my dad's birthday. took a few pictures and blew candles of the cake. ate the cake and zao! haha. i thought that i was really bad not to give any presents to my dad. i know sincerity is all that matters, but i really think that making a card or give something that is of little value is useless. and furthermore, i am broke. so broke after the trip to Japan. so i thought that the best present was that i do best of what i am doing. i shall design Klassic into a super posh and comfy place. and keep all the customers in. this way, i think would be the best present. both valuable and have sincerity. haha. i really think this way. don't doubt me. tml i will be meeting Daniel to go and look at some cue cases. i think i would get one if the price is cheap. i am broke! i am embarassed to get money from dad already after he bought me my Barracuda(cue). i shall practise hard and continue to play this game. for the sake of my dad and the cue and my passion for this sport. currently i have a general plan for the design. i think tml i will go and take a look at some ncie cafes and maybe furnitures to give me inspiration. early day tml, got to reach paya lebar at 1pm. i guess i will take a ride of my dad's car outside. at least it would be easier to go there. its pretty far, you know!!?? haha. well, 10 more days to go till she is back. should i get a Christmas present? anyway, still got many days. arghh...long ar! looking back at the photos of her, a kind of weird sensation goes down in me. i dont know what this means. Damn, i really dont know what to do. wait wait wait and wait is what i have to do? fuck it, i have waited long enough. will my patience be rewarded?i dont know. haha. i shall not think about it anymore. now is 3am here, i think she might be in a shopping mall in the place there now and shopping happily. HAHA. wish she have fun and take really good care. GOODNIGHTS....and good afternoon. HAHA. SMILE~~~*